rut.

I have a horrible habit of saying one thing and doing the complete opposite. 2 months ago i wrote down all of these grand things that I was going to do when I arrived home. Well, I’ve been home for a month now and I’ve completed about 3 of the 20 things I wanted to do. Instead of getting outside and enjoying the great weather and the freedom I have to do anything I want, I sit here chained to my computer. I sit and think about things I want to redesign, items I want to research, or people I need to check up on. I spend hours trying to figure out how to make my life more efficient when i should just get out and do the things inefficiently and enjoy it! I mean, it’s not like I don’t have the time or something.

my computer is a blessing and a curse. I know how to do a lot with it and there are some really great skills I’m developing, but those things aren’t fulfilling. there’s no eternal result.

so, I’m going to try to do better. i don’t know how exactly, but tomorrow I’m going to promise myself that I won’t spend more than 3 hours on here.

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a friend pointed me to this great site to help with setting daily goals for yourself. if you’re like me and need all the help you can get, you should check it out: Joe’s Goals